Friday, February 25, 2011

Loving an imperfect person

They have been married for two years. He loves literature and often posts his work on the net, but nobody ever reads them. He is also into photography and he handles their wedding photos. He loves her very much. Likewise with her. She has a quick temper and always bullies him. He is a gentleman and always gives in to her.

Today, she's being willful again.
Her: "Why can't you be the photographer for my friend's wedding? She promised she'd pay."
Him: "I don't have time that day."
Her: "Humph!"
Him: "Huh?"
Her: "Don't have time? Write less of those novels, and you will have all the time you need."
Him: "I... someone will definitely recognize my work some day."
Her: "Humph! I don't care, you'll have to do it for her!"
Him: "No."
Her: "Just this once?"
Him: "No."

Negotiation's broken. So, she gave the final warning: "Give me a Yes within three days, or else..."
First day, she "withheld" the kitchen, bathroom, computer, refrigerator, television.Except the double bed, to show her "benevolence".Of course, she has to sleep on it too. He didn't mind, as he still has some cash in his pockets.

Second day, she conducted a raid and removed everything from his pockets and warned, "Seek any external help, and you bear the consequences."He's nervous now. That night, on the bed, he begs for mercy, hoping that she'll end this state. She doesn't give him a chance to explain. No way am I giving in, whatever he says. Until he agrees.

Third day, night. On the couch waiting for dinner. He's scribbling on his notebook, looking to one side. She's lying on the couch, looking to the other side.
Him: "We need to talk."
Her: "Unless it's about the wedding, forget it."
Him: "It's something very important."
She remains silent.
Him:"Let's get a divorce."
She did not believe her ears.
Him: "I got to know a lady."

She's totally angry, and wanted to hit him. But she held it down, wanting to let him finish. But her eyes already felt teary. He took a photo out from his chest. Probably from his undershirt pocket, that's the only place she didn't go through yesterday. How careless.

Him: "She's a nice girl."
Her tears fell.
Him: "She has a good personality too."
She's heartbroken because he puts a photo of some other girl close to his heart.
Him: "She says that she'll support me fully in my pursue for literature after we got married."
She's very jealous because she said the same thing in the past.
Him: "She loves me truly."
She wishes to sit up and scream at him "Don't I?"
Him: "So, I think she won't force me to do something that I don't want to do."
She's thinking, but the rage won't subside.
Him: "Want to take a look at the photo I took for her?"
Her: "...!"
He brings the photo before her eyes. She's in a total rage, hits his hand away and leaves a burning slap on his face.

He sighs. She cries.
He puts the photo back to his pocket. She pulls her hand back.He walks away to their bedroom, and sleeps. She turns off the light, and sits up. He's asleep. She lost sleep. She regrets treating him the way she treated him.She cried again, and thought about a lot of things. She wants to wake him up. She wants to have a talk with him. She doesn't want to push him anymore. She stares at his pocket. She wants to see how the girl looks.

She slips the photo out. She wanted to cry and she wanted to laugh.It's a nicely taken photo. A photo he took for her. She bends down, and smiled her gloomy face off.He smiled. He was just pretending to be asleep.He tells her,"You learn to love, not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."

Heartbreaking,unfortunate story

One fine day, an old couple around the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's office. Apparently, they are there to file a divorce.

Lawyer was very puzzled, after having a chat with them, he got their story.... This couple had been quarreling all their 40 over yrs of marriage nothing ever seems to go right.

They hang on because of their children, afraid that it might affect their up-bringing. Now, all their children have already grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple have to worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all these years of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a divorce....

Lawyer was having a hard time trying to get the papers done, because he felt that after 40 yrs of marriage at the age of 70, he couldnt understand why the old couple would still want a divorce.While they were signing the papers, the wife told the husband.
"I really love u, but i really cant carry on anymore, I'm sorry.."
"Its o.k, i understand.." said the husband. Lookin at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of them,wife thought, why not, since they are still gonna be friends.

At the dining table, there was a silence of awkardness. The first dish was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for the old lady.."take this, its your favourite.."Looking at this, the lawyer thought maybe theres still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she answer.."

This is always the problem, you always think so highly of yourself, never thought about how I feel, dont you know that i hate drumsticks?"Little did she know that, over the years, the husband have been trying all ways to please her, little did she know that drumsticks was the husband's favourite. Little did he know that she never thought he understand her at all, little did he know that she hates drummsticks even though all he wants is the best for her.

That night, both of them couldnt sleep, tossed and turned, tossed and turned...after hours, the old man couldn't take it anymore, he knows that  he cant carry on life without her.
He picks up the phone, starting dialing her number....ringing never stops..he never stop dialing.On the other side, she was sad, she couldn’t understand how come after all these years, he still doesnt understand her at all, she loves him a lot, but she just cant take it anymore....phone's ringing, she refuses to answer knowing that its him..."whats the point of talking now that its over...i have asked for it and now i wanna keep it this way."she thought...still ringing...she decided to pull out the cord.

Little did she remember, he had heart problems.The next day, she received news that he had passed away...she rushed down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holding on to the phone...he had a heart attack when he was still trying to get through her phone line.As sad as she could be...she had to clear his belongings...when she was looking thru the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated from the day they got married, with the beneficiary being her... And together in those file, there was this note...

"To my dearest wife, by the time you're reading this, I'm sure I'm no longer around, I bought this policy for you, though the amount is only Ksh50billion, I hope it will be able to help me continue my promise that i have made when we got married, I might not be around anymore, I want this amount of money to continue taking care of you, just like the way I will if I could have lived longer. I want you to know Iwill always be around, by your side.You are truly a proverbs 31 wife".

Tears flowed like river......

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Story of her life

The wind had stopped. Now there was silence, and as the ash settled I saw what had happened.
Every trace - every little trace of the place was gone, exploded into nothingness. And for a moment in that dazed silence, with no sound apart from the ringing in my ears, and this ambiance in the air, I felt new again.

That place was gone, but I wasn’t. I wept.

And at that moment I looked towards the heavens. I don’t know what made me do it, but I almost knew something was being given to me. A piece of paper it seemed, floating, whimsically floating down towards the earth, dancing, and then settling so softly down on the ash covered ground. I picked it up and blew.

A photograph. A beautiful windy day. A teenage boy and girl - a couple for sure. I remember  as if from another lifetime. The teenager was my best friend - my significant other. The other child, the younger face was my own. I turned the picture over, and on the yellowed paper was written October 1950. I turned it over again and as I did so the memory flooded back to me like water filling a pond, and I was overwhelmed.
That day we were at his mother's house, she was in the house to the side of the picture, she’d made "mokimo". Who took the picture? I don’t remember.

I was happy that day. I was the happiest I had ever been. During that time of my life, like no other, I was absolutely content. And I believe I took a picture in my heart. But, over the years I was robbed of that beauty and innocence. It was stolen and replaced with anguish and gloom.

But now the fields are gone. And with the ash that floated down from the heavens I was returned what was mine.

The wind blew again and for an odd reason, I let the decaying piece of paper go with it and released myself from this place - from these memories.These memories that mean everything in the grand scheme. These are the blueprints of my happiness.

That photograph showed me something: By letting it go it all gets done. That unfulfilled desires are good in the big plan - they let us remember but help us forget.

A moment



It’s all in the moments, don’t you think? Those vulnerable moments when consciously or unconsciously we decide to open ourselves up. We decide to show how insane we are, how sensitive we can get and what weird skeletons we carefully burry in our hearts.

That moment is without doubt a very critical moment in any association...when tears emerge, wounds are cut open. Most of us are wise enough to not show the scars to everyone. We choose you because we think you are special. We choose you because we think you will mask the pain away. We choose you because we think you are capable of hiding our sins and appreciate us for who we truly are.

I have been on both ends of the spectrum—being the quiet listener and the one with the lump in the throat.

The road parts in two opposite directions once the lump is subsided. You either destroy the little of a relationship you had with the talker or you make it stronger. I suppose it all comes down to listening. If a person listens he cares, if he cares he will definitely stick around. If someone can’t listen to you, no matter what he claims he could do, chances are it’s not worth it, don’t you think?

I want to listen. I try to listen. I have learned that there are times when I need to shut up and just listen—listen and not interrupt. Believe me, you won't be able to communicate with someone without the art of listening—in that one moment of trust.

And it is almost always about that ONE moment… if it passes, it would not come back. If you are distracted, you wouldn’t hear it again. Sometimes, just missing that one moment keeps us at a distance from the person we love for the rest of our lives or even makes us loose a friend in dire need of that one human sense

Are you listening?

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Half the world.....

Half the world lives,
Half the world makes,
Half the world gives
While the other half takes.

Half the world hates,
Half the world runs away,
Half the world's late,
Half the world praises the day.

Half the world is,
Half the world was,
Half the world thinks,
Half the world does.

Half the world lies,
Half the world burns,
Half the world cries
While the other half turns.

Half the world cares,
Half the world weeps,
Half the world shares,
Half the world keeps.

Half the world sings,
Half the world laughs,
Half the world brings,
Half the world tries to be the other half.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

If it were not for you......,you are my miracle.

Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling.

They find out that the new baby is going to be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sings to his sister in Mommy's tummy.
The pregnancy progresses normally for Karen, an active member of the Methodist Church. Then the labor pains come. Every five minutes, every minute. But complications arise during delivery. Hours of labor. Would a C-section be required?

Finally, Michael's little sister is born. But she is in serious condition. With siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushes the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at St. Mary's Hospital. The days inch by. The little girl gets worse. The pediatric specialist tells the parents, "There is very little hope. Be prepared for the worst."

Karen and her husband contact a local cemetery about a burial plot. They have fixed up a special room in their home for the new baby now they plan a funeral. Michael, keeps begging his parents to let him see his sister, "I want to sing to her," he says.

Week two in intensive care. It looks as if a funeral will come before the week is over. Michael keeps nagging about singing to his sister, but kids are never allowed in Intensive Care. But Karen makes up her mind. She will take Michael whether they like it or not. If he doesn't see his sister now, he may never see her alive.

She dresses him in an oversized scrub suit and marches him into ICU. He looks like a walking laundry basket, but the head nurse recognizes him as a child and bellows, "Get that kid out of here now! No children are allowed. The mother rises up strong in Karen, and the usually mild-mannered lady glares steel-eyed into the head nurse's face, her lips a firm line.

"He is not leaving until he sings to his sister!"
Karen tows Michael to his sister's bedside. He gazes at the tiny infant losing the battle to live. And he begins to sing. In the pure hearted voice of a 3-year-old, Michael sings:

"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray..."

Instantly the baby girl responds. The pulse rate becomes calm and steady.
Keep on singing, Michael.

"You never know, dear, how much I love you, Please don't take my sunshine away..."
The ragged, strained breathing becomes as smooth as a kitten's purr.
Keep on singing, Michael.

"The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping, I dreamed I held you in my arms..."

Michael's little sister relaxes as rest, healing rest, seems to sweep over her.
Keep on singing, Michael.
Tears conquer the face of the bossy head nurse. Karen glows.

"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. Please don't, take my sunshine away."
Funeral plans are scrapped. The next day, the very next day, the little girl is well enough to go home! Standard magazine called it "the miracle of a brother's song." The medical staff just called it a miracle. Karen called it a miracle of God's love!
Never give up on the people you love.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

What happens to a dream deffered?

What happens to a dream deferred?

Does it dry up
Like a raisin in the sun?

Or fester like a sore
And then run?

Does it stink like rotten meat?
Or crust and sugar over--
like a syrupy sweet?

Maybe it just sags
like a heavy load.

Or does it explode?

I taught myself to live simply

I taught myself to live simply and wisely,
to look at the sky and pray to God,
and to wander long before evening
to tire my superfluous worries.
When the burdocks rustle in the ravine
and the yellow-red rowanberry cluster droops
I compose happy verses
about life's decay, decay and beauty.
I come back. The fluffy cat
licks my palm, purrs so sweetly
and the fire flares bright
on the saw-mill turret by the lake.
Only the cry of a stork landing on the roof
occasionally breaks the silence.
If you knock on my door
I may not even hear.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

The seedling broke but she waits..

She planted the seed and waited. After a while rain came down from the sky, pelting her skin, chilling her. She shivered but didn't leave, not yet.
The sun came out, warming the soil, driving the cold from her bones. She waited. Clouds scudded by overhead, in a hurry for some reason. The moon rose, stars wheeled, and then the sun rose again.

She didn't just wait, of course. She prayed, she sang, she read the old stories, the myths and the legends. On the seventh day she snoozed under a cloudless sky, waking only briefly when a dragonfly happened to touch down on her nose. She observed its cathedral-window wings, irridescent with refracted sunlight, and drowsed once more after it left her.

Rain, sun, moon, stars: she endured them all. The seedling broke the soil with a questing green curlicue, looking for all the world like a question mark in the Old Tongue. She sat on it and waited more: days, months, decades.

A boy came along and asked her why she'd climbed to the top of the tree.
"I didn't," she said.

Monday, February 14, 2011

Android or human ?

Sitting in her brightly lit, sparsely but tastefully decorated room, Rachel  studied her client's defense brief with a sinking heart.
This case would make or break her and she saw no way of winning this one.
She had lost her previous three cases consecutively.
"Win this one or you are out," her boss, Mr. Tyle of Law Agency, had stated flatly. It seemed to her that Mr. Tyle had taken a dislike to her and that was why she had been saddled with this tough case.
The sound of her parents' unfettered, unaffected burst of laughter pulled her out of her doldrums. They were probably watching some sit-com.

When I get married, will I be lucky enough to have the easy camaraderie and zest for life that mom and dad have at this age? Rachel thought. Her affectionate thoughts immediately turned to Robert, her fiance. Robert worked in the police force. He was good, so good that she had been on cloud nine when he had proposed to her couple of weeks ago. They were going to be married in two month's time.
The rustle of the file in her hands brought her attention back to the case.

Her client, a young woman called Sarah, would be facing a first degree murder charge in the court the next day. She was being tried for the murder of her husband, Robert . The prosecution had rested their case. It was now all up to Rachel.
Based on her client's file and her various interviews with her client, she was forced to admit that all the facts of the case so far were totally against her client. The prosecution had not even offered her a plea bargain.
Sarah's husband had been stabbed in his sitting room. It was established in the court that she had been the only person present in the room with her husband at the time of his death. Their next door neighbor, a Mr. Hamilton, had heard her scream and had come running to find her standing over her husband's body holding the murder weapon - a bloodied knife - in her hand. Mr. Miller had called the police who had subsequently arrested Sarah for the murder of her husband.

As Rachel reviewed the facts, she found no way to get her client off. And yet, she was certain of her client's innocence. The candor of her denial of the murder may not have convinced anyone else but it had convinced Rachel.

She felt balked. She absently looked out of her window into the night. The window of her room overlooked a fenced and beautifully cultivated lawn which was now illuminated by the street light. The weather outside was pleasant, but it made no impression on Rachel. The case now occupied her mind totally.
Rachel re-read for the umpteenth time the notes she had made of her last interview with Sarah, the day before.

As she read, her mind supplied the background.
When Sarah, in her rumpled and creased prison uniform, was brought into the interview room under police escort, she had looked miserable and confused. Rachel's heart had gone out to her.
"Did you kill your husband?" Rachel asked point blank.
"No." There was no inflection of any sort in Sarah's voice.
"Then why was the murder weapon in your hands?"
"I had heard angry words being exchanged between my husband and our neighbor, Mr Hamilton, who was visiting us. Then I heard my husband scream. I came in to investigate and saw my husband lying with a knife in his chest. I pulled it out to see if I could do anything to save him." Sarah said. "I am a trained nurse, you know."
"Weren't you afraid that touching the murder weapon would implicate you?"
"No."
"Why not?"
"Because I never thought that anyone would doubt the truth of my words."
Was Sarah really that naive?

"It has been established that there was no one in the house at the time of murder except you and your husband. Mr. Miller has testified under oath that he entered your house only when he heard your husband's scream. What do you have to say to that?"
"He is lying," Sarah said with utter conviction.
"Why would he do that?"
"Because he killed my husband."
Rachel's heart sank. They were going in circles. Even if Sarah was telling the truth and somehow, against all odds, Rachel believed that she was - there was no way she could prove it before the court. She was going to lose this case and lose her job. More important, she would not be able to save her client.

"Do you have any proof of what you say?" She continued in spite of her sense of futility.
"Except for my word, no."
"Why would he kill your husband? You said angry words were exchanged between them. What were they fighting about?"
"Mr. Hamilton had tried to make advances at me. I told my husband and when Mr. Hamilton came visiting, my husband confronted him about it. Mr. Hamilton must have been carrying a knife with him."
"Only your finger prints were found on the knife and not Mr. Hamilton. Why?"
"Mr. Hamilton's hands had been disfigured in an accident, so he wears gloves most of the time."
Prisons depressed Rachel. She had left as soon as she could.
Rachel closed the transcript, sat back in her chair and closed her eyes. What was it about the testimony that disturbed her?

Rachel, in her several meetings with Sarah, had found that Sarah was an unusual woman - open, honest, considerate, friendly and calm even as she faced the murder charge. She still could not imagine Sarah hurting anyone, let alone murdering her husband. Rachel wondered at her conviction of Sarah's innocence. What made her so sure? The answer lurked just around the corner of her conscience. If only she could find it.
I never thought that anyone would doubt the truth of my words.

Sarah's words rang in her ears. What a strange statement! She opened her eyes and sat up straight.
Could it be. No! That was not possible. Yes! It was possible. Yes, and that could be her defense. She sat motionless for several minutes, thinking, thinking.
The next morning at half past nine, Rachel parked her blue Honda Accord in its designated place at the parking lot and made her way to the courthouse, carefully avoiding some protestors carrying "Ban Androids" banners.
What did these people have against androids, Rachel wondered. A strange analogy burst upon awareness. Angels were supposed to beings without the capacity for sin. The androids were angels, man-made angels.
I wish people could be more like androids, she thought, totally sane, totally considerate.

She thought of Robert again - always cool, calm and considerate - and smiled. Yes, indeed. She was lucky. Just thinking about him seemed to drain some of her courtroom tension out of her system.
It was a bright summer day and the old stone building of the court house, squat and vast, sprawled in the sunlight like an anachronism amidst the modern utilitarian and high rise architecture laced with sky walks and sky rails.
The courthouse was an anachronism in more than one way. It was one of the very few institutions that carried its business in the cyber age as it had done in the last few centuries.
The courtroom was almost full. The trial seemed to have gained quite a lot of publicity. Ghouls, she thought. She knew that most of the spectators were convinced of Sarah's guilt and were following the case to see if the jury would award her the death penalty. They are in for a surprise, she thought grimly, if I can help it.
Rachel drew several appreciative glances from the male population of the courtroom. She did present a pleasing appearance with her face intelligent and open face, devoid of heavy make-up, was fresh and attractive, with long, velvet,black colored hair tied in a ponytail.
At twenty four, Rachel  was one of the youngest and one of the better known legal counsels in the country. Even while she was an intern two years ago, she had made a name for herself in the famous "Robots" case. Though the major part of the work was done by her senior, Mr. Hiswell, her successful appellate argument played its part in making the testimony of robots and androids admissible in country's judiciary system.
Prosecutor Julian Hemple was at his place, and looked up when Rachel entered. He smiled at her smugly, sure of his victory. Rachel sweetly smiled back at him.
"What's she got to smile about?" whispered young William, Hemple's assistant.
Julian shrugged.
"You think she's going to pull a rabbit out of her hat?"
"Fat chance," said Hemple. "You are reading too many of those ancient Perry Mason courtroom thrillers."
All the people related to the case were present in the court. Sarah's neighbor Hamilton Miller was there and so was his wife. The police constable who had arrested Sarah was there. But Rachel had eyes only for her client.
The defendant, Sarah, was at her place. She smiled at Rachel as Rachel sat down beside her. Rachel whispered something to her. Her mouth dropped open.
"How did you guess?" she whispered.
It was now Rachel's turn to be stunned. Her wild hunch had turned out to be true. Her mind raced through the steps she must now take. She was still not sure of her success. Her one consolation was that Judge Jonas was an intelligent and reasonable man.

"Why didn't you tell me until now?" Rachel was furious.
"I had promised my husband never to reveal this fact to anyone."
Just then everybody stood up as Judge Jonas entered the court and took his seat. He was followed by the traditional twelve jurors, six men and six women from different age groups and different social and professional backgrounds.

"Court is now in session," Judge Jonas declared.
Rachel rose from her seat. "Your Honor, if the court please, the defense requests a continuation."
"Objection," snapped Julian.
The judge looked first at Rachel and then at Julian.
"Would both the counsel approach the bench?"
Rachel and Julian approached the bench.
"Why does the defense require extra time?"
"Some new developments have come up, your honor, which make it very imperative for us to have some extra time."

"That's all nonsense, and the defense counsel knows it too," snorted Julian. "This is just an unnecessary delaying tactic on the part of the defense."
"The prosecuting counsel has no right to measure everyone by his own standards," she said, smiling sweetly.
"I do not tolerate personal attacks in my court," Judge Jonas's tone was firm. Then he turned to Rachel.
"How much time do you require?"
"Just two hours, Your Honor."

"The court sees no problem in acceding to this request. The court will recess for two hours and will recommence at noon." He gathered his robes and gracefully swept out of the courtroom.
Prosecutor Julian was forty five, tall and quite distinguished looking, with a receding hairline.
 Jonas firmly believed in the guilt of Sarah. He would believe in the guilt of any wife implicated in the murder of her husband. Two years back, Julian  had lost his faith in women. Two years back, his wife had left him for a multi-millionaire businessman. And she had taken their only daughter with her.
This case was particularly important to him because it involved not one but two women: Sarah  and her attorney, Rachel. By having a guilty verdict brought against Sarah Breme, he would be getting back at two women with one fell swoop.

He could already feel the taste of victory on his tongue. It was an open and shut case. So he waited impatiently.
At noon, the court recommenced. Rachel waived her opening statement.
"As our first and only witness," she declared, "I call Dr. James  to the witness stand."
"Who is this James and where does he come into the case?" Julian  whispered to William .
"I don't know."
"Find out fast."
"You think this is the rabbit?"
"Just go." William left the court.
"Objection," roared Hemple. "This witness has not been disclosed by the counsel."
Rachel calmly flipped a Westlaw printout onto the prosecutor's table. She then approached the bench and handed a copy to the judge.
"Judge," she said, "in the case of Barel vs Martin, decided last year, the federal 9th circuit held that in special circumstances defendants can introduced undisclosed witnesses."
The judge skimmed the printout, running a long finger over its words, occasionally nodding.
"Counsel," he said to the prosecutor, "Ms Rachel appears to be correct on that point. I am going to allow the witness unless you think the cited decision can be distinguished somehow from the facts in this case."
"Your honor, I am aware of the precedent, but it is our position that it does not apply here as there are no special circumstances here."
"Your honor, I undertake to prove the special circumstances through the testimony of this witness."
"Objection overruled. Proceed with your witness."
Dr. James took the stand. In his right hand he carried a small camera-like gadget.
"Dr. James, would you please tell the court about your field of expertise? began Rachel.
"I am a robotics engineer."
"Would you please elaborate on that?"
"I build robots and androids."
"And you are an expert in the field?"
"My peers think so."
"What is that gadget that you have in your hand?"
"This is called an android identifier."
"What do you use it for?"
"Objection, your honor," said Julian. "This line of questioning is irrelevant to the case."
The Judge looked at Rachel.
"I think the prosecuting counsel is right. Unless you can give some good reason for this line of questioning, I will sustain the objection."
"Your honor, if you please, I will show the relevance within a few minutes."
"Under that stipulation, I will allow you to continue with your questioning."
"Thank you, your honor." She turned to Dr. James. "As I was asking, Dr. James, what do you use your gadget for?"
"I use it to test a person and find out if that person is an android or a normal human being."
"How does it work?"
"As you probably know, all androids have identity microchips embedded in their foreheads. No android can function without these microchips. This gadget detects the presence of the microchips, and records the data found on them."
"What necessitated the designing of such gadgets?"
"No one knows why this is so, but it is a fact that sometimes some androids try to pose as human beings."
"Do all androids have the identify microchip embedded in their foreheads?"
"Yes."
"Why?"
"With the development of tissue culture and DNA technology and with its use in robotics, it became possible to design robots that could pass for human beings in any physical or psychological test. These chips were designed so that the androids could be distinguished from human beings."
"Is it possible for an android to remove this microchip in order to avoid identification?"
"No. The androids are designed such that with the removal of the microchip all their bodily functions would cease and they would be dead in effect."
Rachel could have cut her questions short. At this point she was asking questions that would be asked by the prosecutor in his cross examination. She was fully intent not to leave the prosecution any ground for cross examination.
She continued: "Suppose a human being gets this chip embedded in his or her forehead. Can he or she get away posing as an android?"
"Not with this gadget, no." Dr.James patted the machine affectionately. "There is a setting on this gadget that would make an android immobile. I would think it would be very difficult for a human being to fake total immobility for any length of time. Then there are several other considerations, too. How would a person know when to fake immobility if I were to select the immobility settings surreptuously?"
"In short, you as an expert in your field, state that using this gadget you can conclusively and irrefutably identify an android from a human being?"
"Yes. I would stake my reputation on it."
"Did you recently test anyone with that gadget?"
"Yes."
"When was this?"
"An hour ago."
"Who were present at the time of testing beside yourself and the person who was being tested?"
"The chief of police and two constables were present at the time of testing."
"And what did you find?"
"I found that the person I tested was indeed an android posing as a human being."
"Do you see that person in this courtroom?"
"Yes."
"Who is it?"

Dr. James raised his hand and pointed. "It is the defendant, Sarah. She is an android."
Pandemonium. Julian's face went pale. He knew he was beaten. He thought of putting up a show of cross examination but gave the idea up as futile.
Another person whose face changed color was Hamilton, Sarah's neighbor. If it had been an earlier century, Hamilton would have tried to bolt but in this age of electronic currency, there was no way he could live without using his credit card or his ID, and the moment he used one of them, he would be traced and arrested. Escape was futile. He accepted the inevitable and waited.
After the dust settled down, the jury returned with a verdict of not guilty for Sarah, mildly admonishing her for her masquerade.

Judge Jonas summed up the case.
"After establishing beyond doubt the fact that the defendant Sarah was actually an android, the court accepts her testimony as the whole truth because it is well known that androids cannot lie. In view of her testimony, she is declared not guilty. On the other hand, the court instructs the Prosecutor's office to have Mr. Hamilton arrested and tried for the murder of Mr. Robert ." The judge paused. "And Sarah is instructed never to masquerade as a human being in future." He paused and then added off the record: "What the hell do you get out of it, anyway?"

That night, Rachel had a disturbed sleep. She woke up in the middle of the night with a sneaking suspicion biting her insides. Should she use Dr.James android identifier on Robert?

Monday, February 7, 2011

DIVORCE..

"Marriages are made in heaven", I remembered her answer which sounded on a serious note to my blithe ignorant question seeking a reason why she had decided to marry me! Her answer had connected our hearts in less than a moment and we were no strangers anymore. I knew that she was going to be a good wife.

That was the beginning of a budding relationship.

But that was years back. Just as the events of the present day case proceedings in the court of law, her reply had moved me from the bottom of my heart. Whosoever made marriages; but I was pretty certain that divorces were man made, I thought as the jury signed the verdict. We were quite sure that this, one last journey was going to put an end to the chaos happening in our lives over the past three years. Right since we had started our journey from the district court, I was looking at her face intermittently. It was drizzling steadily on the dusky city street and she just kept on staring outside the window of the car. I was clueless about what mingled in her head, but something ensured my weary mind that the final verdict of granting us a divorce must have relieved her - in fact us both.

I noticed that she was continually ignoring my presence in the car, rather trying to divagate from the collective memories we had created over the past few years. Her reticence inspired me to not utter a word. It was a hard fact that we had now officially given up the rights over each other. This was something that was hard for me to sustain. I was constantly making futile attempts to see some similar emotions on her face that imitated my mind. But more than anything else, it was her silence that was killing me to death at the moment. How can she be so stubborn? I kept on thinking...

"So, will you marry some other man?", I asked her as I burst away the silence which was almost deafening me.

I knew that was such a stupid question but it was starting a conversation that was gaining my priority at the moment. She looked back at me in despair. I slowed down the car over the left as I let overtake a speedy car over my right. This is something I always hated to do.

I noticed that she had decided not to answer my question. I realized that it was none of my business anymore and took a different turn away from home.

"Where are you taking the car?", she asked me desperately. Ultimately, I felt happy to have been successful in stealing away some words from her mouth.

I kept on driving for a few minutes and stopped at a water pool. It was a lush green park with a huge rocky mountain in the backyard which was beautifully dressed by the weeds of the September rains. The place wasn't unfamiliar to either of us. In fact, it was this place where our journey had begun and our relationship had blossomed. We knew that recollecting the sheer number of evenings we had spent together, in this park, weaving our futures was never so easy.

I asked her to get down and parked the vehicle by the road.

"I would like you to end it here", I said as I stood in front of her, meekly.

She looked straight into my eyes. I observed that my words had hit her hard within. Apparently, a couple of tear drops secretly left her black beautiful eyes - the ones which were once only mine.

"Do you think, signing a couple of documents will erase it all?", she asked in a low tone.

I shrugged.

"I just can't imagine...", I murmured and was unable to speak any further.

Moments passed away like ages as we stood there like two lost strangers waiting for nothing. The beautiful evening was gradually gulped away by the darkness of the fast approaching night.

"Beep...beep..$#.beep...$...beep..#" A sudden ring from my cell phone brought me back to my senses.

Was that a dream? I tried hard to think in my current state of trance. I opened my eyes and had a glimpse of her face  staring at me. She was looking at me in amazement and I ensured myself of my return from a different world.

"What are you talking about?", she asked in a firm voice.

"Woah! Was I? Just a bad dream Petsa", I said as I looked back at her.
I was wondering about what I might have muttered in my sleep.

"Did you hear me speak?", I asked her in my attempt to evade any embarrassment.

"Not really", she said as she smiled.

Momentarily, the smile on her lips had faded away.

"Did you dream about a divorce because of the paltry quarrel we had last night?", she asked gravely.

I looked at her, spellbound.

I had no feeling to express; no other gesture to show than giving her a big hug.

At times all it takes is a leap of faith to create faith

He watched as the evening sun dealt its oblique rays on to the transgressed shore. The waves crashed in hope to win back the mile they had lost to the thick boulders of the city. Under the heavy cloud of the city’s spirit and pollution, the panorama was breath taking, literally.

He was long used to the choke and wicked whispers of this city built by Britannia and concrete. The bridges that seemed to connect, also cut through the arteries and brought to an end the tracks left by the last generation. Anachronistic cenotaphs to iconoclasts and sensationalists, served to remind anyone who would look- the origins of the parimutuel progress of the city’s neighbourhoods.

Today, he stood on the balcony with a railing painted black and potted plants hanging in proportional chains looking at the sunset, waiting for the right moment, to do what he wanted to do.

The sparrows, parrots and crows, flew in tight groups keeping shape, towards their distant homes, cemented into the souls of every growing area. The decadent heart, was slowly being to be troubled by the clandestine wheels, which clogged the cycles and caused the tired black cells to curse and honk their way to a place of hopeful quite and peace.

The city with its sundering cacophony was a furlong away from where he was- caught in the mesmerising magic of the sunset. The ravenous sun, which scorched hard on works and toils, was now bidding its adieu for a few hours. It first dipped behind the miranda glasses of an assurance company- he moved a couple steps and could see it again. It then hid behind the veils of a corporate- he again moved.
The sun now hung, on a few yards of open horizon, between the corporate and a newspaper company. It pressed on now, a few yards from the translucent waters of the sea. By now he was at the end of the balcony. To get a better view he climbed over the spiky railing and stood confident on the edge.
A crowd gathered below- reporters hoped to scavenge a scandal,  police to ponder a rescue and others out of abject curiosity. He saw the finally minuscule crimson dive- he jumped.

As the crowd rushed fast towards him, he heard them scream and could feel the din. He was a star- he was a son of the sun. When they noticed who he was, the crowd was stupefied and a wail hung over.

The implications- the heir to the horizon of bridges had leapt over a rail! The parks laden with waste newspapers, airport with incomplete hangers! The shock. Who would bear the riots and rage of the malevolent men?

But their worst fears failed to come alive. He hung on from a shock cord. The sun after all never dies- it sets, only to returns to arise and awake.
The crowd noticed he wasn’t who they supposed. Neither was he a bud with two leaves – he was a someone, who they never knew was there.

Sometimes all it takes is a leap to create faith.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Jeremy Camp - There Will Be A Day ~ AL (Annotated Lyrics)

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Whats your special moment in life?

  • Getting out of bed every morning and thanking God for another beautiful day.
  •  Laughing so hard your face hurts.
  • A hot shower
  • A special glance.
  • Getting mail from a long lost friend.
  • Taking a drive on a scenic road with no potholes.
  • Hearing your favorite song on the radio.
  • Lying in bed listening to the rain outside
  • Finding the sweater you want is on sale for half price
  • A long distance phone call
  • Giggling.
  • A good conversation.
  • Finding a 100 shillings in your coat from last year.
  • Laughing at yourself.
  • Midnight phone calls that last for hours after service providers decide to be generous
  • Laughing for absolutely no reason at all.
  • Having someone tell you that you're a blessing.
  • Laughing at an inside joke.
  • Friends.
  • Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.
  • Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep.
  • Making new friends or spending time with old ones.
  • Playing with your favorite doll that you wouldn't trade anything for the world.
  • Late night talks with your roommate.
  • Having mum play with your hair.
  • Sweet dreams.
  • Chit chat with friends.
  • Song lyrics printed inside your new CD so you can sing along without feeling stupid.
  • Going to a really good concert.
  • Hugging the person you treasure.
  • Watching the expression someone's face as they open a much-desired present from you.
  • Watching the sunrise.
  • Falling in love.
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Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Eerie night.......

He took one deep breath before he closed the box. Carefully, he tucked it neatly inside his closet, under his clothes where his daughter will not find it.

It’s almost time. He drove her daughter to school, and after kissing her goodbye, he went straight to his office.

It was an ordinary day, just like the previous days – home, school, office, home.

He still could not understand though what compelled him to get that box from the store the other day.

That night over dinner, he was happily conversing with his daughter. Asking her how her day was, what she learned in school, as he also told her of his own day’s account.

That was how it has always been. They were happy… just the two of them. He couldn’t ask for more.

Or could he?

After dinner, a brief bonding moment over their favorite show on TV, and her daughter went off to bed. He was left alone in the living room, sitting on his favorite chair.

It was supposed to be an ordinary night… just like the other nights.

But that night, he felt he wasn’t alone. There was someone, rather something, that was there with him… taunting him.

It wasn’t the first time he felt it, but that night, the “something” seemed to be more intense… persistent… stubborn.

Then, he felt that “something” enveloped his very being… he wasn’t his own self anymore.

Standing up from his chair, he went straight to his closet where he kept the box. He picked it up and walked straight back to where his favorite chair was.

Passing by the door of his daughter’s room, he took a peek and saw an angel sleeping… calmly.

He went back to his chair and sat down.

Carefully, he opened the box… got hold of the thing inside it. The light that comes from the outside hit the silver object, making it shine amidst a dark room

Holding it in his hands, it felt cold.

Lifting it up, he observed it from end to end, front and back… he felt it beckoned.

Slowly, lifting it higher until the nozzle touched the side of head… closing his eyes, and without thinking….....

*BANG!*

Silence

Is it over?

And as he lay there on the floor… cold… swimming in his own blood… an angel sat beside him crying.