I live in a world plagued
with evil and suffering. Broken lives walk around me, and I look past their
hurting hearts. This is a lost world, a fallen world in need of hope, in need
of light.
Last Friday, I had to
recognize not only the darkness, but also my own prayerlessness.
Because this is what has
been so heavy in my heart. It is that I forgot how to pray. I say I believe in
the power of prayer, yet the time I spend in prayer is insignificant. How is it
that I can access the Almighty God, yet instead I choose to spend my time browsing
through Facebook or researching the best wedding sites?
And this is when, once
more, I am confronted by my own brokenness and my own need for God—my redeemer,
my comforter, my hope.
Would I be different if I
devoted quality time before the throne of God each day? Absolutely.
Would our church see
fruit if I prayed as fervently about our ministry as I complain about how
difficult it is? Without a doubt.
Would my friends be more
alert to the doings of God in their lives if I was more aware of them and
myself as I recognize His voice throughout my day? Yes.
A tragedy brings us to
our knees. It makes us realize how far we have moved away from the Lord and how
we have allowed darkness to cover the light we are supposed to give and spread
with this world.
But darkness cannot
destroy light—not when Jesus has already won the battle for us. And sometimes
it takes the precious and innocent blood of children to make us wake up and see
the brokenness inside us and how desperately we need God to be ever-present in
our lives, in our hearts, in our words and in our actions.
Because He has come so
that we have life and have it to the full. And so I am ready, ready to embrace
this full life He offers, and to do so I need to spend time with Him. I need to
hear His voice.
So I will fall on my
knees, spread out my arms and ask God to mend the broken pieces of my heart. I
will ask Him to make me whole. I will beg Him to move!
The same God who parted
the sea, the One who made the blind man see and the lame man walk—He can move
today too. So move, Lord Jesus. Show us Your power, Your glory and Your
unending love.




