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The incredibly smart,God-fearing,respectful and rational guy who knew what he wanted and was a realist. She met him in her office. She worked part time as an exchange program coordinator at Allionce then – sending kids to ‘Work and Travel’ in the France, and combining the job with her daily studies at Nairobi University. And it all started right there. He was a law student and wore a suit and a tie to class, always well shaved. But she felt she was drowning in his incredible eyes – from the very moment she met him.
He tickled her intellect. Extremely logical and well read, he was a great person to talk to, a great mind. What they had in common was ambition. What they didn’t – was ‘attitude’. He was a very much ‘here and now’ kind of guy. And her, she's always the ‘if only’ and ‘when’ kind of lady. And she always dreamed of seeing the world.
For a couple of student years they roamed together the streets of her then favourite city and talked for hours and hours. About life… and love… and faith… and Christianity....and things.. and about future -his – in this city – his city, and hers – outside of the country. They were in love,so they thought. And they knew it was not going to work, but they preferred to be lying to themselves instead. They had time. They were not in a hurry.
She remembers him once telling her how he imagined his perfect 'proverbs 31' girl – she would be a tall dark gracious lady with short hair revealing her neck,shingo la upanga ,thats what she pictured.. This was his game.. This was partially the description of how she looked, but for the part where it wasn’t – the key was she needed to change for him. And she wouldn’t. And so it was a fair game. Because neither would he change for her. As for her – she could never describe her perfect guy to him when he asked. She never had the image of a perfect guy in her head. (She’s always eyeing the wrong ones, which result perfect in the end.)
And so, one brisk sunny evening they were walking in the campus fields after the classes,'moonlighting'. And then he took a leap. He asked her if She would ever marry him.I think everything mixed up in her head when she heard it. Because she knew he meant it. And she came to a standstill with her heart heavily pounding somewhere in my knees. ‘ – I don’t know…’ was the only answer she managed to squeeze out of herself. And it was an honest one, because she was startled to the core with what he was asking. No one ever said this to her before.
And then he said he was happy. He was happy becasue it wasn’t a ‘No’.And now she realizes that he was waiting, now she can see it. He was smart and understood it wasn’t about talking her into it or convincing her in any way. He wanted her to love him first. The way he was. The way he wanted his life to be. She wished everyone did it like he did. Because normally it is against the human nature – so many of us hope it will be alright and the other person would somehow change in the end. Which doesn’t happen. Consciously, She didn’t know it then, but deep inside she already knew this wasn’t IT for her, that there was so much more to life. She knew it was only the beginning. And so it was.
This is how it all came to an end. They never officially ended it (actually they never officially started it either). Their last day together was just a day,no requiem for a dream, no goodbye,they knew that would be their last. And he is still in her heart, with all the bitter-sweet memories. They were still in touch after she left Nairobi to study at Oxford university that same year. ..2 years later he told her he is married to a short light-skinned lady.They just laughed.
2. God desires to be worshiper- We were created to worship Him.
3. Worship is life-As you render your worship to your Father, you will begin to see your life flourish, blossom and illumination will come into your life.
4. Anytime is worship time-We are no longer bound by ceremonial ties or systems that begin to focus more on instruction rather than the joy of worship. You don’t need a band, a time or place. Just worship Him.
NB: What is important in the life of a believer is not where worship takes place, but that worship takes place.
b. In truth: We worship with sincerity not formalism.
My dear girl,
The day you see I’m getting old, I ask you to please be patient, but most of all, try to understand what I’m going through. If when we
talk, I repeat the same thing a thousand times, don’t interrupt to say: “You said the same thing a minute ago”... Just listen, please. Try
want to take a bath, don’t be mad and don’t embarrass me. Remember when I had to run after you making excuses and trying to get
you to take a shower when you were just a girl? When you see how ignorant I am when it comes to new technology, give me the time
to learn and don’t look at me that way... remember, honey, I patiently taught youhow to do many things like eating appropriately,
getting dressed, combing your hair and dealing with life’s issues every day... the day you see I’m getting old, I ask you to please be
patient, but most of all, try to understand what I’m going through. If I occasionally lose track of what we’re talking about, give me the
time to remember, and if I can’t, don’t be nervous, impatient or arrogant.Just know in your heart that the most important thing for me is
to be with you. And when my old, tired legs don’t let me move as quickly as before, give me your hand the same way that I offered
mine to you when you first walked. When those days come, don’t feel sad... just be with me, and understand me while I get to the end
of my life with love. I’ll cherish and thank you for the gift of time and joy we shared. With a big smile and the huge love I’ve always had
for you, I just want to say, I love you... my darling daughter. "
At times, I wonder what makes you special,
The smile, the trust, or the way you care.
At times, I wonder what makes you fun,
The bond, the memories or the way you share.
A beautiful day and a sparkling occasion.
Today, I wonder what should I gift you?
You always have my support, care and love
So I gather my blessings to wish you.
A very Happy Birthday.
Pastor
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Dear Preacher:Remind Us of His Mercy
Why art thou downcast, O preacher? Oh, should’ve guessed — it’s us,
right? Yes, yes, we the people of God are a stiff-necked-bow-legged
flock, prone to not only wander but to waffle as did the fathers and
mothers who so sensuously begot us. You’re in a hard place, we realize
that, what is with the megachurch being so fashionable these days and everybody
going from the small church, but let not your heart be troubled because it won’t
be long until some remember the reason they left the little church was
the heartfelt music and potluck heartburn,hungry to hear the word of God. We applaud your efforts to
make us fully devoted followers but we see ourselves as part-time saints
at best and that suits us fine, just fine. Tell you what, here’s a bit
of advice, please "receive it in the spirit in which it is intended"
which we all know , "this might hurt."
Nevertheless, hear us out. This is what we need from you:
Remind us of the mercy,His MERCY.
Please, please don’t stop doing that, whatever else you may do
but please don’t stop telling and retelling us that God loves us, better
yet that He even likes us. Behold, we’re in the ring with the bulls, O
preacher — the neighbors can’t afford a school backpack for their little
girl and the other neighbor lost her husband last week and the troubled man two streets away split with his
gentle wife and the ink’s not even dry on the paperwork and he’s
already got an old flame burning via Facebook and us, well we’ve put our
hands to the family plow only to find that thorns are the
usual reward of our labor not roses and we’re just about to get the kids through
school and wouldn’t you know it?.
The parents start breaking down and now
there are trips back home to hold Daddy’s hand as he slips beneath the
surface of time and Momma is gradually forgetting the names of the
children she nursed at her breast and we could go on but you know most
of that because you always ask with the sincerest eyes. Still, we don’t
always tell you everything that’s going on because sometimes the
woolen-shame of our lives leaves us cotton-mouthed; we have lips but
cannot speak.
So regardless of what bright-lights-moderate-ego conference you attend
and even in spite of what the elders may say , just keep telling us of the
mercies of our God, how wide and deep and grand and fresh-each-morning
they are, because that’s what’s getting us from Sunday to Sunday, that’s
what’s getting us from breath to breath. And that’s really your
calling. Sure, we say we want other things from you, but most days we’re
mostly fake, so do a little of that active listening you’re so skilled
at and hear between our lines and don’t be disquieted, O preacher, for
you see we need you, not to play the game for us, but to play it with us, to help us remember the God who so loved this sinful world that
He gave and gave and gave and giveth still. His mercies they fail not
and His faithfulness is great indeed, but we get spooked easily and thus
forget.
Why art thou downcast, O preacher? Oh, should’ve guessed — it’s us,
right? Yes, yes, we the people of God are a stiff-necked-bow-legged
flock, prone to not only wander but to waffle as did the fathers and
mothers who so sensuously begat us. You’re in a hard place, we realize
that, what with the megachurch being so passé these days and everybody
going small church, but let not your heart be troubled because it won’t
be long until some remember the reason they left the little church was
the hootenanny music and potluck heartburn. We applaud your efforts to
make us fully devoted followers but we see ourselves as part-time saints
at best and that suits us fine, just fine. Tell you what, here’s a bit
of advice, please "receive it in the spirit in which it is intended"
which we all know (wink) is logorrhea for "this might hurt."
Nevertheless, hear us out. This is what we need from you:
Remind us of the mercy.
Please, please don’t stop doing that, whatever else you may do (and
we’ll put up with quite a bit because for the most part we’re docile)
but please don’t stop telling and retelling us that God loves us, better
yet that He even likes us. Behold, we’re in the ring with the bulls, O
preacher — the neighbors can’t afford a school backpack for their little
girl and the other neighbor lost her husband last week (only
forty-nine, by God) and the troubled man two streets away split with his
gentle wife and the ink’s not even dry on the paperwork and he’s
already got an old flame burning via Facebook and us, well we’ve put our
hands to the family plow only to find that briars and thorns are the
usual reward of our labor and we’re just about to get the kids through
school and wouldn’t you know it, the parents start breaking down and now
there’s trips back home to hold Daddy’s hand as he slips beneath the
surface of time and Momma is gradually forgetting the names of the
children she nursed at her breast and we could go on but you know most
of that because you always ask with the sincerest eyes. Still, we don’t
always tell you everything that’s going on because sometimes the
woolen-shame of our lives leaves us cotton-mouthed; we have lips but
cannot speak.
So regardless of what bright-lights-moderate-ego conference you attend
and even in spite of what the elders may say (and we’ve heard they’re
squeezing you for measureable results), just keep telling us of the
mercies of our God, how wide and deep and grand and fresh-each-morning
they are, because that’s what’s getting us from Sunday to Sunday, that’s
what’s getting us from breath to breath. And that’s really your
calling. Sure, we say we want other things from you, but most days we’re
mostly bluff, so do a little of that active listening you’re so skilled
at and hear between our lines and don’t be disquieted, O preacher, for
you see we need you, not to play the game for us, but to play it with
us, to help us remember the God who so loved this cockeyed world that
He gave and gave and gave and giveth still. His mercies they fail not
and His faithfulness is great indeed, but we get spooked easily and thus
forget. Please point us to the cloud by day that covers all,to lead and guide us.
Hope in God, O preacher, for it is He who healeth our countenance, and that includes yours, too.
Thursday, September 27, 2012
ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR
And then there was him.
The incredibly smart,God-fearing,respectful and rational guy who knew what he wanted and was a realist. She met him in her office. She worked part time as an exchange program coordinator at Allionce then – sending kids to ‘Work and Travel’ in the France, and combining the job with her daily studies at Nairobi University. And it all started right there. He was a law student and wore a suit and a tie to class, always well shaved. But she felt she was drowning in his incredible eyes – from the very moment she met him.
He tickled her intellect. Extremely logical and well read, he was a great person to talk to, a great mind. What they had in common was ambition. What they didn’t – was ‘attitude’. He was a very much ‘here and now’ kind of guy. And her, she's always the ‘if only’ and ‘when’ kind of lady. And she always dreamed of seeing the world.
For a couple of student years they roamed together the streets of her then favourite city and talked for hours and hours. About life… and love… and faith… and Christianity....and things.. and about future -his – in this city – his city, and hers – outside of the country. They were in love,so they thought. And they knew it was not going to work, but they preferred to be lying to themselves instead. They had time. They were not in a hurry.
She remembers him once telling her how he imagined his perfect 'proverbs 31' girl – she would be a tall dark gracious lady with short hair revealing her neck,shingo la upanga ,thats what she pictured.. This was his game.. This was partially the description of how she looked, but for the part where it wasn’t – the key was she needed to change for him. And she wouldn’t. And so it was a fair game. Because neither would he change for her. As for her – she could never describe her perfect guy to him when he asked. She never had the image of a perfect guy in her head. (She’s always eyeing the wrong ones, which result perfect in the end.)
And so, one brisk sunny evening they were walking in the campus fields after the classes,'moonlighting'. And then he took a leap. He asked her if She would ever marry him.I think everything mixed up in her head when she heard it. Because she knew he meant it. And she came to a standstill with her heart heavily pounding somewhere in my knees. ‘ – I don’t know…’ was the only answer she managed to squeeze out of herself. And it was an honest one, because she was startled to the core with what he was asking. No one ever said this to her before.
And then he said he was happy. He was happy becasue it wasn’t a ‘No’.And now she realizes that he was waiting, now she can see it. He was smart and understood it wasn’t about talking her into it or convincing her in any way. He wanted her to love him first. The way he was. The way he wanted his life to be. She wished everyone did it like he did. Because normally it is against the human nature – so many of us hope it will be alright and the other person would somehow change in the end. Which doesn’t happen. Consciously, She didn’t know it then, but deep inside she already knew this wasn’t IT for her, that there was so much more to life. She knew it was only the beginning. And so it was.
This is how it all came to an end. They never officially ended it (actually they never officially started it either). Their last day together was just a day,no requiem for a dream, no goodbye,they knew that would be their last. And he is still in her heart, with all the bitter-sweet memories. They were still in touch after she left Nairobi to study at Oxford university that same year. ..2 years later he told her he is married to a short light-skinned lady.They just laughed.
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
WORSHIP
“But the hour cometh, and now is, when
the true worshipers shall worship the Father in Spirit and in truth, for the
Father seeketh such to worship Him. God is a Spirit and they that worship Him
must worship Him in Spirit and in truth.”
-John 4:23-24-
“Worship is first and foremost for His
benefit, not ours, though it is marvelous to discover that in giving Him
pleasure, we ourselves enter into what can become our richest and most
wholesome experience in life.”
-Lamar
Baschman-
Hello Friend! This week we will briefly look at worship and
what it means in our lives as believers. God has told us in His word how He
desires to be worshiped. We do not determine the way in which we will worship,
the way has been set out for us in His word. No matter how much is taught to us
about worship, we never really “arrive” in worship. It is a
constant
lesson or pursuit in the life of every believer that desires to be a
true worshiper. Let us look at the word “worship” and its definitions:
- · It is the honour, reverence and homage paid to a superior being or power.
- · It is to feel adoring regard for.
- · In Hebrew, it means to bow down or prostrate oneself.
- · The English word means worth-ship and denotes the worthiness of the individual receiving special honour.
Worship may express itself in the form of direct address, as
in adoration or thanksgiving or in service to God, it may be done in private or
in the public. In the Old Testament times, worship was done in the privacy of
prayer [*Genesis 18*] and the public
setting up of an altar [*Genesis 12:7*].
Moses established the basis of public worship in Israel and gave it its focal
point in the tabernacle [*1Samuel 1:1*].
After the death and resurrection of Christ, the rituals and
ceremonies associated with worship were removed and the New Testament church
developed different aspects of worship. Christians met in homes for private
brotherhood meetings and other times during the Lord’s Day [*Acts 20:7; 1Corinthians 16:2*].
Christian
worship consisted of:
- a. Preaching [*Acts 20:7; 1Corinthians 14:9*]
- b. Reading of Scripture [*Colossians 4:16; James 1:22*]
- c. Prayer [*1 Corinthians 14:14-16*]
- d. Singing [*Ephesians 5:19*]
- e. Alms giving [*1Corinthians 16:1-2*] and
- f. In certain occasions prophesying and speaking in tongues.
Going
back to our text in John 4:23-24, what lessons do we learn about worship?
1.
Every believer is called to be a worshiper- not necessarily a worship leader or
to join a worship team but in an individual capacity even in a group setting
[church, fellowships e.t.c.]2. God desires to be worshiper- We were created to worship Him.
3. Worship is life-As you render your worship to your Father, you will begin to see your life flourish, blossom and illumination will come into your life.
4. Anytime is worship time-We are no longer bound by ceremonial ties or systems that begin to focus more on instruction rather than the joy of worship. You don’t need a band, a time or place. Just worship Him.
NB: What is important in the life of a believer is not where worship takes place, but that worship takes place.
When we worship:
a.
In Spirit: We worship with the whole soul, mind, feelings, emotions
and desires.b. In truth: We worship with sincerity not formalism.
Our worship must show our adoration and loyalty to God for
His grace in providing us with a way of escape from the bondage of sin. The
purpose of our worship is to:
- · Glorify
- · Honour
- · Praise
- · Exalt
- · Please God.
God and God alone is the object of our worship. When we
worship Him, we take on and develop such traits as forgiveness, tenderness,
justice, righteousness, purity, kindness and love. We become like those we
admire and worship.
This topic is by no means exhaustible in one lesson, but my
desire is that your life will begin to enjoy the richness of true worship and
that you will say like the Psalmist in Psalm
84:2, “My soul longeth, yea even
fainteth for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh [yes even that
too!!] crieth out for the Living God.”
Monday, September 24, 2012
The problem is my attitude!
Yester, or was it the day before, I opened a twitter account. Well, the facebook URL at work is forbidden
and I need a distraction. Too much flowcharting without social media makes me feel left out.
Well, I thought facebook was cool till I ran into the chirpers and its making me reconsider my decision to stay married to the face. Anyway,so I bump into the who is who on facebook and what is cooler is that they dont have to accept me. hey dont be quick to jugde, all of us want a good thing and its better to stare in privacy..:). Back to the subject, lo and alas, I am almost left to think, which could be true, that am living an eigth of an eighth of my life.. Nothing seems to be going on with me and the twitting club,is full of guys, sure about what they want, some already there and some not anywhere close.
I only have 2 followers, one a close friend of mine who if she didn't follow me, I would have held it
against her and another a Wedding line in the states which followed either out of custom or obligation
or out of being an optimist saw my profile and liked it or better still saw my status as a potential client.
That profile, you should know how much of my flowcharting time it took. I actually pondered over it and
upgraded it. What I am driving at is I know I am so much more but I cannot put it down. I should put it
down, I know I should be better. My system of education taught me to think within a particular setting,
I can not do unless I have been permitted to. It taught me to conform, not saying no or I would get a
thrashing, courtesy of a chemistry teacher who thinks a burnsen burner pipe is a good tool. I have been
taught NO is wrong.
The problem with my attitude is that its caged. I need to be free,to chirp and fly away and as if to
pigia debe one type of Social media,to tweet away#tweet steps# and yes, my faculties are undergoing
a revamp…am the next big thing Just so you know, whatever you can not have, ignore!!! Tweet
tips…see, its working already.
Courtesy of Njambi.
and I need a distraction. Too much flowcharting without social media makes me feel left out.
Well, I thought facebook was cool till I ran into the chirpers and its making me reconsider my decision to stay married to the face. Anyway,so I bump into the who is who on facebook and what is cooler is that they dont have to accept me. hey dont be quick to jugde, all of us want a good thing and its better to stare in privacy..:). Back to the subject, lo and alas, I am almost left to think, which could be true, that am living an eigth of an eighth of my life.. Nothing seems to be going on with me and the twitting club,is full of guys, sure about what they want, some already there and some not anywhere close.
I only have 2 followers, one a close friend of mine who if she didn't follow me, I would have held it
against her and another a Wedding line in the states which followed either out of custom or obligation
or out of being an optimist saw my profile and liked it or better still saw my status as a potential client.
That profile, you should know how much of my flowcharting time it took. I actually pondered over it and
upgraded it. What I am driving at is I know I am so much more but I cannot put it down. I should put it
down, I know I should be better. My system of education taught me to think within a particular setting,
I can not do unless I have been permitted to. It taught me to conform, not saying no or I would get a
thrashing, courtesy of a chemistry teacher who thinks a burnsen burner pipe is a good tool. I have been
taught NO is wrong.
The problem with my attitude is that its caged. I need to be free,to chirp and fly away and as if to
pigia debe one type of Social media,to tweet away#tweet steps# and yes, my faculties are undergoing
a revamp…am the next big thing Just so you know, whatever you can not have, ignore!!! Tweet
tips…see, its working already.
Courtesy of Njambi.
Monday, September 10, 2012
A Prayer,One more chance
He could not believe that this was how it
was going to end. After everything that he
had been through in his life it had come
down to this. As big and as strong as he
once was. Flat on his back in a hospital bed
with a heart that was giving up.
He thought about everything he put himself through. The broken bones, knocked out teeth, six years in the military. All the booze, cigarettes and drugs some legal, most them not. Here he was paying for the life that he led. All the hours spent on that big two facet life. Just having to see what was over the next horizon. The wander lust in his heart. Who could have put up with that?
He thought about the girl who spent so many miles riding behind him. How he loved that woman now. Twenty-five years of good times and bad. She never left sometimes he didn’t understand why she stayed. He was grateful that she did. She was his world. Some days his temper was not to be believed. He could be moody for weeks at a time . How that woman could stand that just amazed him. Then there was their daughter.
What a spitfire she is. Whoever she marries is going to have their hands full. He thought about all the overtime he put in and how much of her life he missed. She is almost finished with university. How wild is that, his daughter in law school. Is the world ready for that? He wonders if she knows how proud of her he is. Does she know how much he loves her? Not being there for her is what hurts the most about this.
He was not going to think like that. He’ll get a transplant, stop smoking and drinking and life will go on as it has in the past. A cigarette sounds good about now he thought. The rare blood type that he has that kept in beer, money and half of his life. Is now going to be the reason that he ends dying on his back in a hospital bed. What a way to go out. Where is the blaze of glory he always figured would accompany his departure from this world. No bells or whistle just a slow fading away.
He woke up to hearing voices in his room. He looked around and saw that they had brought in another patient and put in his room. No dying alone now even if he wanted too. He saw a woman pass by the end of the other bed. She was huge. She must have been at least eight months pregnant. He thought how sad is that to have a pregnant wife and be in the ICU unit of the hospital. He could hear them talking. The mans' voice was weak and he was trying to be encourage the woman. She told the man that he needed to get some rest and that she would there when he woke up. He could hear the steady breathing of his roommate , he must have fallen on the woman’s command. He could hear the woman mumbling. He thought," prayers at this point lady, are not going to help". Then voice got a little louder and he could hear her.
She was praying. Just like he thought. But what she was praying for sent chills down his spine. “Oh God just a couple of more months. Please let him live long enough to hold our child in his arms at least once before you call him home. Please just a few more days. I know he is dying but let him see his child first.”
As he laid he thought how hard her life was going to be. He thought about the unborn child growing up without their father. What would his daughter be if he had died that early in her life. What would happen to his wife. Even with his quirks ,she loved him with all of her being. How would have she survived.
He must have drifted off again.
He thought about everything he put himself through. The broken bones, knocked out teeth, six years in the military. All the booze, cigarettes and drugs some legal, most them not. Here he was paying for the life that he led. All the hours spent on that big two facet life. Just having to see what was over the next horizon. The wander lust in his heart. Who could have put up with that?
He thought about the girl who spent so many miles riding behind him. How he loved that woman now. Twenty-five years of good times and bad. She never left sometimes he didn’t understand why she stayed. He was grateful that she did. She was his world. Some days his temper was not to be believed. He could be moody for weeks at a time . How that woman could stand that just amazed him. Then there was their daughter.
What a spitfire she is. Whoever she marries is going to have their hands full. He thought about all the overtime he put in and how much of her life he missed. She is almost finished with university. How wild is that, his daughter in law school. Is the world ready for that? He wonders if she knows how proud of her he is. Does she know how much he loves her? Not being there for her is what hurts the most about this.
He was not going to think like that. He’ll get a transplant, stop smoking and drinking and life will go on as it has in the past. A cigarette sounds good about now he thought. The rare blood type that he has that kept in beer, money and half of his life. Is now going to be the reason that he ends dying on his back in a hospital bed. What a way to go out. Where is the blaze of glory he always figured would accompany his departure from this world. No bells or whistle just a slow fading away.
He woke up to hearing voices in his room. He looked around and saw that they had brought in another patient and put in his room. No dying alone now even if he wanted too. He saw a woman pass by the end of the other bed. She was huge. She must have been at least eight months pregnant. He thought how sad is that to have a pregnant wife and be in the ICU unit of the hospital. He could hear them talking. The mans' voice was weak and he was trying to be encourage the woman. She told the man that he needed to get some rest and that she would there when he woke up. He could hear the steady breathing of his roommate , he must have fallen on the woman’s command. He could hear the woman mumbling. He thought," prayers at this point lady, are not going to help". Then voice got a little louder and he could hear her.
She was praying. Just like he thought. But what she was praying for sent chills down his spine. “Oh God just a couple of more months. Please let him live long enough to hold our child in his arms at least once before you call him home. Please just a few more days. I know he is dying but let him see his child first.”
As he laid he thought how hard her life was going to be. He thought about the unborn child growing up without their father. What would his daughter be if he had died that early in her life. What would happen to his wife. Even with his quirks ,she loved him with all of her being. How would have she survived.
He must have drifted off again.
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Faith, hope and love. But its the greatest of these.
From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her
dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background
& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she
were to go along with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarreled very often. She believed in God.She believed in him, but she would always ask him: "What's God's plan for us?"
The guy was not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence.Praying to God that one day she will be able to see through the his eyes.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They talked through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......
The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.
During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still the silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learnt sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget everything. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she opened the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.
1 Corinthians 13:
Love never fails. Treat every relationship(including that with your friends,children,spouses,workmates) as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to Give. Treat every moment as is it's the last day, then you'll know how to treasure.
Treasure what you have right now, never let settle for regret...
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarreled very often. She believed in God.She believed in him, but she would always ask him: "What's God's plan for us?"
The guy was not good with his words, this often caused the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vents her anger on him. As for him, he only endures it in silence.Praying to God that one day she will be able to see through the his eyes.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leaves, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They talked through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......
The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.
During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still the silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learnt sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget everything. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she opened the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.
1 Corinthians 13:
Love never fails. Treat every relationship(including that with your friends,children,spouses,workmates) as if it's the last one, then you'll know how to Give. Treat every moment as is it's the last day, then you'll know how to treasure.
Treasure what you have right now, never let settle for regret...
Friday, August 17, 2012
Legacy of Influence
I found myself mumbling out loud as I walked through my office this week. I didn’t realize I was talking out loud until another co-worker asked me to repeat what I had just said. At first, I was not really sure what I was mumbling about but then it flooded back into my memory. I was mumbling something about needing to “go on vacation and disappear for a while”. Ever have those feelings? Seems lately I have had them a lot. Nothing serious and nothing that more than a day off couldn’t cure.
However, there have been times in my life that things were so bad that I just wanted to disappear from life altogether. Not in the sense that I wanted “end it all”, but rather, I just wanted to go as far away as I could. Wherever the night will fall, I would start a new life and get a fresh start. Now these were just fleeting thoughts and at no time was I serious about wanting to really do that. They were just thoughts going through my head. I have lived long enough to know that you cannot run away from the problems in your life. They will always find you. What I have learned from these thoughts is that for whatever reason, whether it be due to bad choices we have made in our lives, disappointment, hurt, anger, regret, pain or loss we all want to remove ourselves from the things and people who caused us such problems. It is a common feeling. The idea of getting a second chance and starting over is a strong force to be reckoned with. But ultimately, no matter how hard we try, we cannot change the events and the trouble from our past.
I am reminded of the powerful influence that my family and friends had on me while I was growing up. I am a “momma’s girl” and I have always acknowledged that. Apart from my relationship with Jesus Christ, my mother’s influence on me has been the single most important factor in making me into the person I would become. She left an imprint on my life. A “footprint” if you will. This “footprint” that she gave has been evident all my life. I can honestly say that if there is any thing “good” in me I have no doubt that it came from my mother.
As I head into my future, I realize that there have been other “footprints” that have influenced me and left their “mark” on me as I look back on my life. They would leave a legacy of influence. This “legacy” that was passed on to me would lay a foundation on the person I would become. My father left a footprint that has made me want to be a better friend. My dad left a footprint of a good work ethic. My sister, a footprint of being true to your core beliefs of fairness and equality. My brother, that you can accomplish anything if you put your mind and heart into it. These are the positive footprints that I choose to focus on and take away from their influence on my life. However, there are “footprints” that have been left in my life that have not been good. A legacy of anger, failure, disappointment, hurt and loss have all been part of my life. I am finding out that there has always been an influence from those that make up my past. As much as I would like to, I cannot simply erase the bad influences by simply wanting to run away from them. They will stay with me until the day I die. The goal is to focus on the good influences and put away the bad.
The evidence of a life lived is witnessed by the scars we carry. These scars can be emotional, physical and more importantly spiritual. We are scarred from events that have caused us pain or hurt in our lives. We could be scarred by the way we were raised or by disappointments that have come our way in life. Scars are reminders of the result of the choices we have made and some by the choices of others. The deepest and most painful scars are those that others cannot see. Many of them are “earned” and self-inflicted, some are not. The bottom line is that scars are a part of life. It is what you do with them that is important. You can choose to use them as motivation to do better or you can use them as an excuse to do nothing. I am constantly reminded that the scars that are evident in my life are there to point me to Christ. They are reminders of what can happen again if I take my eyes off the Lord.
My prayer is that for the rest of my life that I will leave a legacy of faithfulness and love for Christ in the footprints I leave behind.
The question is, what will be the legacy of the footprints you leave behind?
MOTHER TO DAUGHTER
My dear girl,The day you see I’m getting old, I ask you to please be patient, but most of all, try to understand what I’m going through. If when we
talk, I repeat the same thing a thousand times, don’t interrupt to say: “You said the same thing a minute ago”... Just listen, please. Try
to remember the times when you were little and I would read the same story night after night until you would fall asleep. When I don’t
want to take a bath, don’t be mad and don’t embarrass me. Remember when I had to run after you making excuses and trying to get
you to take a shower when you were just a girl? When you see how ignorant I am when it comes to new technology, give me the time
to learn and don’t look at me that way... remember, honey, I patiently taught youhow to do many things like eating appropriately,
getting dressed, combing your hair and dealing with life’s issues every day... the day you see I’m getting old, I ask you to please be
patient, but most of all, try to understand what I’m going through. If I occasionally lose track of what we’re talking about, give me the
time to remember, and if I can’t, don’t be nervous, impatient or arrogant.Just know in your heart that the most important thing for me is
to be with you. And when my old, tired legs don’t let me move as quickly as before, give me your hand the same way that I offered
mine to you when you first walked. When those days come, don’t feel sad... just be with me, and understand me while I get to the end
of my life with love. I’ll cherish and thank you for the gift of time and joy we shared. With a big smile and the huge love I’ve always had
for you, I just want to say, I love you... my darling daughter. "
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
MOMENTS...
The morning sunrise fills my living room with beautiful golden hues. The coffee pot is bubbling and I have a pen in hand with a blank sheet of paper. I love the moments like these in my life that are uncomplicated, unhurried, and without drama.
The world is kept at bay on the other side of my locked front door. The television is black. The phone is silent. My noisy sister is still asleep and nothing is stirring. I am in my favorite pair of jeans and an old tattered sweatshirt laying in the living room on my favorite couch.
No drama.
No news.
No complications.
No people.
No politics.
No schedule.
No calls.
No noise.
No stress.
No responsibilities.
For one moment, the world is not upside-down. For one moment, everything is peaceful and quiet. I am not thinking about what our president is doing to our country. I am not thinking about how I am going to get through all the programming business at work. I am not feeling anger, hate or animosity towards anyone. I want to live in this moment forever.
For one brief shining moment, my world is level.
Wouldn’t it be nice if I could keep that front door locked and closed to the rest of the world? No one would dump their world onto mine and change this sunny day. No one would call me. I could ignore the world around me.
But I know that this is selfish.
Soon… the stress of life will find its way through cracks around the door. It will poke its head through my window as the neighborhood comes to life this morning. Soon…the opening of a bedroom door will break through the silence of this moment and the responsibilities of listening to my stubborn sister's story will come rushing back into my thoughts. Soon… I will be reminded of the stress from work and I know the phone will ring before I want it to. Soon…the paper will land with a thud on my front porch and I will read about Insecurity issues,accidents,earthquakes, unemployment, health care, politics, budget spending, crime and who’s to blame.
But not now…not for this one brief, glorious shining moment.
All is it peace and all is calm.
Thank you God…for moments like these.
Monday, August 6, 2012
THE LORD’S TABLE
And as they were eating, Jesus took the bread, and blessed it, and brake it, and gave it to the disciples, and said, Take, eat, this is my body. And He took the cup, and He gave thanks, and gave it to them, saying, Drink ye all of it.
Matthew 26:26-27
Right reception of the Lord’s Supper has a sanctifying effect on the soul. The bread and wine remind us how great is our debt of gratitude to our Lord, and how thoroughly we are bound to live for Him who died for our sins. They seem to say to us, “Remember what Christ has done.”
J.C. Ryle-
This week, we shall look at a solemn subject. It is of importance in the life of every child of God. Christ spoke of it and led His disciples in the first enactment of the Lord’s Supper. It was a re-enactment of the Passover that had been instituted by God during the Israelite nation’s first night of freedom as they left bondage in Egypt.
The Lord’s Table [The Lord’s Supper or Holy Communion] is very symbolic and there are a great many lessons to be gained from this enactment. First, it is important to understand that the Lord s Table is not about merely eating a meal, but remembering the death of Christ, its significance to our salvation and the hope it yields for us. For Christ did not just promise that He would die, but that He would rise from the dead. His death and resurrection were not signs of defeat but were a victory against Satan- the enemy of our souls.
The Lord’s Supper comprises of two elements:
a. The wine-which symbolizes His blood that was shed for us and
b. The bread-which symbolizes His body which was broken for us.
In His passion for us, the Lord Jesus Christ bled in several places. We shall briefly discuss the significant victory that blood wrought for us.
i. At Gethsemane
As Jesus shed blood, while in prayer at Gethsemane, it signified an access for you and I to prayer. His blood sanctified our prayers. Now we can be sure that God hears our prayers, even the secrets of our hearts.
ii. His head
His head was pressed and punctured by a crown of poisonous thorns. This was for the healing and redemption of our minds from any affliction, insanity, stress, guilt, insecurities etc.
iii. His beard
They tore at His beard which was a sign of beauty, glory, maturity. This is so that we would always walk with our head up and square our shoulders in dignity.
iv. His Hands
Nails pierced His hands. His blood blessed the works of our hands; thus no futility but productivity as we work for our livelihoods [Deuteronomy 28:12]
v. His Back
His back was shredded for the healing and eradication of every disease that would seek to come our way [1 Peter 2:24]
vi. His Side
He was pierced on His side and blood and water flowed out. This was to seal and protect every marriage [Ephesians 5:26]
vii. His Feet
His feet were pierced with a nail to secure Him to the cross. His bleeding on His feet was so that our “steps” would be secured [Psalm 119:133, Deuteronomy 11:24 and Joshua 1:3]
Our prayer is that the Lord’s Table and it elements will now make sense to you as you partake them and that you will have a deeper reverence for its symbolism.
Monday, July 30, 2012
GOD’S OPTION OR NO OPTION
But my servant Caleb, because he had another spirit with him, and hath followed me fully, him will I bring into the land where into he went; and his seed shall possess it.
Numbers 14:24
When I dare to be powerful, to use my strength in the service of my vision, then it becomes less and less important whether I am afraid.
-Audre Lorde-
He who has a why to live for, can endure almost any how.
-Dr. Victor Frankyl-
Hello friend! It is important to understand that while men change [their minds, their promises, their lives etc.] God does not. He is very clear about His plan and purpose for each life that He has created and placed on the earth. It is also of importance to note that God is with us through every circumstance and change in our lives.
In Joshua 14:6-12, we meet a man named Caleb aged 85years. He had a mindset, a determination, a resilience that challenges many of us. He had fought besides Joshua, spied the Promised Land, marched in the desert and lived to see a new generation arise. At the back of his mind was a promise given to him; a word from God he did not let go of. He was an owner of property. He came to Joshua and asked for that which was his; assured that once he asked, it would be his. A powerful radical statement came out of his mouth. “As yet I am as strong this day as I was in the day that Moses sent me… I can still go to war and come back.”
He had a “bulldog attitude” – won’t let go! His attitude did not change in his forty five years of waiting. God’s attitude doesn’t change. He keeps His promises. Our minds and attitudes change with every challenge. Remember you must stay in faith, you must trust Him and His word. He often reminds us of where He has brought us from, so that we may remember that it was not anything we could have done for ourselves but the grace and mercies of God kept us and carried us through our desolate and forsaken places.
What then must you do to be like Caleb?
i. Be resilient. Become a go-getter. Do not let even your thoughts come against you.
ii. Speak of yourself as highly as He does. It is free to speak/ prophesy/ positively about that promotion you need, the family member that will get saved etc.
iii. Know God’s will for you. Numbers 14:24
iv. Believe, Trust. Hold on to His promises. Philippians 1:6; 1st John 5:14
Pastor
Monday, July 23, 2012
HAPPY Birthday Opash!
At times, I wonder what makes you special,
The smile, the trust, or the way you care.
At times, I wonder what makes you fun,
The bond, the memories or the way you share.
A beautiful day and a sparkling occasion.
Today, I wonder what should I gift you?
You always have my support, care and love
So I gather my blessings to wish you.
A very Happy Birthday.
Tuesday, July 17, 2012
GOD AND MONEY
“No
one can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one and love the
other; or else he will hold on to the one, and despise the other. You
cannot serve God and mammon.”
Matthew 6:24
“Let
us more and more insist on raising funds of love, of kindness, of
understanding, of peace. Money will come if we first seek the kingdom of
God- the rest will be given.”
-Mother Teresa-
The
subject of money is often viewed/ considered suspiciously in the
church. It is in some quarters a controversial- not to be discussed-
will not be considered-topic. While in some other quarters it has been
abused, manipulated and driven some away from the household of faith. Is
there any hope then for the Body of Christ, a balance to be found and
what does God’s word say about money?
First
off, money is mentioned 139 times in the New Testament in the King
James Version. “That many?” one may ask. A resounding “Yes!” sounds out.
So money must be important to God and He desires that we would
understand/ learn of its place in our lives.
Our
perspectives about money have been framed by our backgrounds, our
peers’ influences and societal pressures or “norms” [trends]. God’s word
is succinct about the place of money in every child of God’s life. We
were created/ framed to serve. Therefore, Matthew 6:24
is a warning; a roadmap of sorts to every believer. What do we mean?
This passage states that we cannot serve God and be supremely engaged to
His cause if our only pursuit is for money. We cannot serve God and
serve money at the same level or with the same intensity.
God
and not money should be our master. Money cannot be our master because
only God has qualities that deem Him Supreme Master of everything. What
does this mean? Only God:
1. Created us,
2. Preserved us while still in sin and,
3. Redeemed us from the peril and sure sentence of death because of sin.
God’s
will is essentially that money is to be distributed to benefit and aid
those in need. The world’s perception is that it should be held on to
and hoarded for selfish and personal gain.
In
this short series, we will explore the truths in God’s Word about money
and dispel the lies and untruths that have clouded our perception about
money. Begin to seek and search for truth and you will be an agent of
change in your generation.
Have a fulfilled week.










