Recently during one of those evening dates with one of the ladies I really admire, this topic came up. And I could not tire listening to the
well of wisdom from her. She has played a critical role in my Christian standing.
She would chasten me where I needed it, call me very early in the morning just
to tell me to pray, drag me to forums where she is going to minister and be all
over my life. Looking back I really appreciate it because now I proudly stand
because she made my life was part of her mission. Now to the topic, it is all about Devotion.
Devotions cannot be the only step taken to establish
intimacy. They cannot be the only source of growth, and are not an instant path
to closeness with God. There is a lot more that goes into a relationship with
Him than reading your Bible and praying. Christianity cannot be reduced to a
routine. It is so much more. It must be more.
That being said, devotions do serve a purpose.
My years of quiet mornings with God have been the
substance of my walk with Him.
When I rededicated my life to Jesus 5 years ago, I
had to learn how to be a Christian all over again. Everyone kept talking about
reading the Bible and praying, and I decided I should do those things every
day. So I did, and have done so for years. I believe my intimacy with the Lord
has stemmed from all of those mornings and evenings that I invested into my
relationship with Him.
In the
beginning I did it because I was told to.
There have
been seasons in which I did it because it was what I should do.
Now I do
it because it is what I want to do.
It really is not about fulfilling an expectation; it
should stem from a heart desiring to see God.
He is found by
those who seek Him (Jeremiah 29:13). It really is that simple.
Having a quiet time is not the only way to intimacy,
but it is an integral step in the right direction.
I remember being so frustrated as I expressed to the
Lord that I had been seeking Him and doing everything I knew to do in order to
be closer to Him. I felt like He was not keeping His end of the bargain. I was
in a dry season. I could not hear Him speak, and I could not feel His presence
no matter how hard I listened, or how thoroughly I sought Him. I questioned the
point of all the effort I put into my relationship with Him if He was not going
to reciprocate. In spite of my discouragement I kept seeking Him, believing
that in time, I would be met by Him.
Years later, I feel as though I am bearing the fruit
of my efforts. All those hours spent with Him over the years have contributed
to the intimacy I now share with Him. All of those minutes spent reading the
Bible have implanted the Truth of His Word in my heart so that Verses randomly
come to mind when I advise my friends, or when I am praying. All of those times
I poured my heart out to Him showed me what His heart is like. There were times
I did not want to do devotions. There were seasons in which I did not want to
put out the effort because I was quite sure it would be wasted. Sometimes I did
it out of obligation because I knew it was the right thing to do, even if I did
not want to do it. My point is this: my efforts were not in vain. I know Him
deeply and intimately because I have spent a lot of time with Him. We have had
five years of morning tea dates, and they never get old.
Nothing has been wasted. His Word will not return to
Him void; it accomplishes what He desires it to.
“So will My word be which goes forth from
My mouth;
It will not return
to Me empty,
Without
accomplishing what I desire,
And without
succeeding in the matter for which I sent it.” – Isaiah 55:11
Every moment spent with Him has been saturated in
anointing and blessing, regardless of whether or not I see it.



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